its difficult to have inspiration sometimes! I wish i had more artistic things on my mind, rather than having stressful things on my mind. Money, college, school, car, job, family, boyfriend. I dont know how any one can do it, maybe its becuase i think too much.. wishin my boyfriend would still be a little less serious and a bit more romantic like he use to be. I have no idea why he stopped writting (poetry) to me.. it makes me sad but, what can I do about it..
The world use to be so beautiful... and now il just use the world and trash its beauty... I'l do it by ripping and tearing out the sky